Heidemarie Huber Heidemarie Huber

Tears of Joy

“I couldn’t help but shed tears of joy, tears of thankfulness, tears of wisdom…

I did not know the light, strength, or wisdom I truthfully held...

You have sincerely changed my life and I just thank you so much.”

~ Mahkala R.

“Stephen, I just wanted to thank you so much for a beautiful and beyond eye opening weekend. I of course heard about your wisdom, light, teachings, powers from John, but until this weekend I became fully enlightened. During the mesa ceremony I couldn’t help but shed tears of joy, tears of thankfulness, tears of wisdom pouring down upon me. Your presence is beyond powerful. I thank you for bringing that out in me, letting me bring it out in myself. You spoke to my heart and my being. I did not know the light, strength, or wisdom I truthfully held until this weekend. 

You have sincerely changed my life and I wanted you to know this. I didn’t want to interrupt you during lunch today to tell you these things because I know as energy healers you also need your time. I would like to continue on my path to a better me, a better lover, teacher, listener, being... 

I just thank you so much... and am so beyond blessed to have John introduce me to you, and Colleen. Thank you for all you are. Thank you for your purpose. Thank you for my transformation within myself. We have the light, and energy within us. Thank you for letting me see this light. “ 

Mahkala R.

Read More
Heidemarie Huber Heidemarie Huber

More Than I Could Ever Have Imagined

“The support I received… was more than I could ever have imagined.

I truly found another family (with) compassion, understanding, and love..

I learned more… than I could have in any session with a therapist.”

~ Marcia T., Chattanooga, TN

“Choosing to make the journey and attend Pampamesayok Shaman School was not an easy one.  The support I received from Stephen, Colleen, and the other students was more than I could ever have imagined.  I truly found another family that I can find compassion, understanding, and love.  I really loved the in person residential experience.  I highly recommend if you are feeling like you need to make the journey, you should.  I learned more about myself and the things that keep me blocked than I could have in any session with a therapist. “

~ Marcia Tanksley, Chattanooga, TN

Read More
Heidemarie Huber Heidemarie Huber

Transformational Experience

“My transformational experience with the Pampamasayok School…

has been such a blessing for me, my family and clients.

I am forever grateful!”

~ Marsha C., Brentwood, TN

“My transformational experience with the Pampamasayok School training program has been such a blessing for me, my family and clients.

I have been able to integrate the tools, ceremonies and ways of the Shaman into my existing individuation journey easily.

The support and friendships that were made during this time have been ideal in helping me become more of who I am.

Stephen Feely and Colleen McCann are wonderfully skilled and a most fun Wisdom Teaching Team.  I am forever grateful!”

~ Marsha C., Brentwood, TN

Read More
Heidemarie Huber Heidemarie Huber

Journey of Remembering

“The support and love of teachers and classmates helped me to move obstacles

so I could heal myself on this journey of remembering who I am.

I have deep gratitude for the lineage who have shared this medicine with us.”

~ Melanie W., Manchester, TN

“Shaman school provided me with a map and a guiding light for my path. The school offered a safe space to learn and grow from the teachings of ancient wisdom applied in a modern way. 

The support and love of teachers and classmates helped me to move obstacles so I could heal myself on this journey of remembering who I am. 

I have deep gratitude for Stephen, Colleen, the ayllu and the lineage of earthkeepers and wisdomkeepers who have shared this medicine with us. 

Love, Light and Beauty to all,”

~ Melanie W., Manchester, TN

Read More
Heidemarie Huber Heidemarie Huber

Living Proof of Healing

“I came into the wheel with a tremendous amount of pain and hurt and loss.

I am living proof that you can heal all that ails you if you put in the time.

…I know I’m here to help others come to their own healing.”

~ Lisa M., Chicago, IL

I'm  grateful. Grateful for all the experiences with each and every one of you.  We are all in each other's lives for a reason,  a season or a lifetime. And I have found that in each and every one of you. Thank you for the love and kindness you brought for I know I cried ugly more times than I ever have in my lifetime publicly.

There's no "shame in my game" 

I came into the wheel with a tremendous amount of pain and hurt and loss. Far more than some of you may know.  And I know,  more for ones lifetime - unless you're me.

I am living proof that you can heal all that ails you if you put in the time. This was the best  experience for me and I know I’m here to help others come to their own healing.

My love goes out to Stephen, Colleen and Flamissia. The support you each offered to me ( all of us) on my spin of the wheel has been profound in my journey.  

I would not be here if not for Colleen meeting me at the Golden Door, at which, I would open with her encouragement.  I thank you dearly. You're a special cloth of my heart. The love and support you have shown me along my path has been like a guiding star.  I'm grateful for meeting you. We'll always have The Golden Door. I look forward to what the future brings with our friendship.  Love you. 

Stephen,  I have always looked forward to our chats as the wisdom you dispense in our class and sessions sits with me at such a profound level. For someone to see you for who you are in your heart is comforting. Thank you for your guidance and I too, look forward to our future friendship. Look forward to many more long long phone chats. And hopefully in person. You're a big piece of my heart. 

Flamissia - you bring such a special love to us all that is pure and kind. Thank you for our sister chat moments. Your effervescent nature is so inspiring. Thank you for the loving you brought to us all. I love and embrace your beautiful journey in Peru and was so grateful for our time there catching up. 

- Lisa Malanowski, Chicago Illinois

Read More
Heidemarie Huber Heidemarie Huber

Awaken Your Inner Radiance

True healing is a journey of the soul.

A commitment of self-renewal and illumination.

An alchemical process of overcoming the shadow states within

to awaken your inner radiance.”

~ Consuelo C., Brooklyn, NY



So much Soulful Love went into the year long Shamanic training we shared together.  On a daily basis I continue feeling so nourished and touched by all the wisdom carried in this tradition and the warmth, support and inspiration of knowing you all.   I welcome Stephen’s invitation to come out of the closet ... also feeling a need to claim responsibility to share with the world this infinite wisdom we have received. The lineage is within us and will support us in our awakening and offering.

Though it has been easy for me to integrate these Shamanic wisdom and tools into my existing healing practice, I care to acknowledge that this ancient wisdom and lineage have helped me carry out my healing work with much greater confidence.  More importantly they have helped me claim a deeper connection to the Sacred.   Though I already knew my work was deeply spiritual, for many years I held back ... not revealing to my clients the many ways I was delivering healing, fearing that showing up in my full expansive Soulful Self would scare the mainstream person :).   Our shamanic training and witnessing the gifts each of you carry and revealed, really helped me choose to not play small nor to hide who I really am.   As a result of this inner shift, my own practice has been experiencing a beautiful transformation:  the clients who now come to my practice are ready to receive exactly what I am ready to offer from my deepest core.    

I also want to share that giving up my United Nations job 10 + years ago - the aura and the benefits of working in such setting - was not easy.  It took a long time of processing ... But once I did gather up all the courage to respond to my heart’s true calling to be a healer, Life supported me and my family for so many years, quite abundantly.  For this is what happens when we say Yes to our true calling:  

“True healing is a journey of the soul.  A commitment of self-renewal and illumination.  An alchemical process of overcoming the shadow states within to awaken your inner radiance.  The whole Universe lights up with pixie dust as you claim your highest calling.”  Consuelo :)

There has been so much skin shedding since we started this Shaman journey together.  It takes so much courage to let go ... Right now I am cultivating greater presence to my own Heart’s calling to write a book and paint.  Carving balance between giving/ healing - something I am familiar with almost to a fault ... and Self-Love.

I look forward to hearing from all of you!   I love You and miss you!

~ Consuelo Casarotto, Brooklyn, NY

Read More